-- pt 2

where I come from-- torn hems and gaudy books,
worn in the clutches of summer air and
read under covers with night seeping through my bedroom window.
I come from split pea soup in frozen bags, thawing at seven o'clock.
I come from orange peels and cinnamon, during Christmas;
powdery chalk, and homemade popsicles under the burning sun;
apple juice popsicles, running down our fists, onto the blacktop.

--

i feel like i'm flying,

but only blood flows in my veins:
i know that i am falling,

these ashes are now flames.

(thank you myloveletter from lomography.com)

"I wanna be a good person"

the thing about What's Eating Gilbert Grape is that it has always made me want to..

climb up to the top of a water tower.

novel!

(underwater motorbike from flickr)

"And we said, isn't it ideal?"

Good Winter

Using the names from one artist, answer questions about  your life.
Pick your artist:
Bon Iver
Are you a male or a female:
Sweet, Sweet Magdalene


Describe yourself:
Drinking This Rain


How do you feel:
Blindsided

Describe where you currently live:
Roslyn


If you could go anywhere, where would you go:
Wisconsin


Your favorite form of transportation:
Big Red Machine


Your best friend is:
Skinny Love


You and your best friends are:
Babys


What's the weather like:
Woods


Favorite time of day:
The Park


If your life was a TV show, what would it be called:
The Wolves (Act 1 and 2)


What is life to you:
Your Love


Describe your current boy/girl situation:
Come Talk To Me


Your fear:
Creature Fear


What is the best advice you have to give:
I Believe In You


Thought for the day:
I’m On Fire


How would you like to die?
Lovin’s For Fools


My soul's present condition:
If It’s True


My motto:
Redemption

dreamers are, believers..

welcome to dreamland.

all photos from photobucket.

 

 

dream catcher

 

goodnight.

c'est la vie, je suis pathetique aussi. c'est pas mal.. je t'aime ma vie.

here is a blog about random stuff, rather than poetry, photos or music.

I'm annoyed at myself, good thing Brody is my only company right now and he doesn't mind me ranting to him.... I think I shall watch Avatar (The Last Airbender) episodes for a few hours... stay up sort of late, and wake up too early.

Although this blog will seem down..cast... I actually had a quite wonderful night, and felt sort of.. privileged somehow. I love being a friend who shows up, I am figuring out that I have like.. this weird pocket of love that just wants to spill itself out.... I'm pretty sure it's God. Onto the downcast stuff.

The tiresome thing about seeing people you have not seen in quite a while is the same introduction everyyyy freaking time. "How are you, How are your parents doing? What is your sister doing? How is your brother? What are you doing?" I swear I answered those questions a million times and it made me want to SCREAM. I just smile a lot and end up being super fakey.
I h. a. t. e fake.

I wish I had better things to write about, and I shall, soon. Thank God life goes in cycles, like the tide. This too shall pass.

however, when it passes, will I lose what I love?

I am downright pathetic right now. Sometimes I just sit at home and cry my little eyes out, because I can't have what I want and I am a selfish being. I cry because I don't trust God and I cry because sometimes I am wounded.
Anyway.