snow is on my mind..

thank you for the photo.

wishes

I was thinking to myself today how I have certainly lost a lot of respect for various female artists. Although they produce one or two heart-wrenching songs, their others tend to disturb me a little. And it's a shame because I do not even want to watch their music videos because they are so degrading to the artist. I wish music could be beautiful all around, just as I wish this world could be beautiful all around.

However, I do love Sufjan Stevens (I know, not a girl but I just decided I shall go listen!)
Sister winter, here I come.

Sister, it's winter, put some clothes on.

(as a P.S, I wasn't talking to MY sister.)

1 thing I would love to have right now:

1. a hug

3 things I would love to have right now.

1. a plushie

2. multitudes of paper lanterns

3. a cello to express myself

How It Ends - Devotchka

[For whom it may concern: the links in this post were placed there by me, check them out if you've the time]

Feeling disorganized in thought processes, affect processes and actions has apparent downsides.

I like how these can spiral toward the bright-side too, though. What I mean is, even when I'm a mess, somehow everything becomes illuminated (attention: this is a reference, go watch the movie). Building off that reference-- what I love is that although there are, uncertain futures, bloody knees and shattered photo-frames, I know how it ends.

Somehow, it ends where it started... with love.

And when I realize this, things like schoolwork and business stop worrying me for a while.

one hundred things

to do,
to construe,
to lose.

one hundred things
to find out,
to go about
to shout.

one hundred things
are easy
when they have to do
with you.

stellar corpses

Giant. Super giant. Betelgeuse and Spica.
They burn through hydrogen and kill themselves
by running far too fast.

They run out of energy and their core becomes exposed.
No more energy source; they are considered dead stars.

White dwarfs.


(Astronomy always makes me want to write. so there.)